Roads Untravelled, Paths left lone

        It's been a long time since we have talked like how we used to. This feeling is the same it was four years ago. It is the worst kind of pain I've known. However this time, I believe you have your reasons. In this condition we are in, I have strong feeling that this will not end well... If that day really comes, I will respect your decision, and let you go.

        "May your love never end, and if you need a friend, there's a seat here alongside me" - Roads Untravelled.


Also, I would like to hear you call my name for the first time, before our last moments...

I Won't See You Tonight, Parte 1

Tonight the World Dies

Learn to live another day
Doubt the choices that we've made
I know that we can't hide our shame
It's only in disguise

Drowning in our own debris
Fool our thoughts as though we're free
Close our eyes so we can see
The depth of all we mean to be
If only in my eyes

I don't mind
(Read the writing on the wall)
Mother cries
(Tortured voices as we crawl)
Find me on my better days
To lose it once again
In a way

So try and love me while you can
And take the time to understand
As long as I can touch your face
You know I'll never leave this place
If only in my mind

I don't mind
(Read the writing on the wall)
Mother cries
(Tortured voices as we crawl)
Find me on my better days
To lose it once again
But I seem to find no better ways
To consciously pretend

Silence all I want to say
With tendencies to run away
I'll run away
With you tonight
Launder all my sins away
And just like that mistakes are made
You know
Tonight the world dies

I don't mind
(Read the writing on the wall)
Mother cries
(Tortured voices as we crawl)
Find me on my better days
To lose it once again
But I seem to find no better ways
To consciously pretend

foREVer

No one in this world could understand me, 

and no one ever will. 

The book of my story will be forever, sealed.  

        Sometimes I just can't keep myself from wondering... Will you chase after me if I walked away? Will you fight for me when we are having conflicts? And most of all... Will you come looking for me, when I'm gone?