Sunday, March 20, 2011


        Rain has been falling down recently, a symbol of tears and sadness, purifying this land as it descends. Whenever rain comes, I will feel an incomprehensible feeling. That is, I'm always having you in my mind as rain drops. I hate rain as it cools the weather when I like it warm. But at the same time, I love the rain as it reminds me of you which makes me feel not so alone. When rain falls, the requirement of water in my body decreases because my body temperature felt as though it is dropping like the rain, fast, but in a small amount. It felt like, I'm absorbing the rain, to be a part of me.


        Whenever rain falls, yes, I do feel a little depress, but followed by a soft smile as it reminds me of you. And for the thunder that rumbles to disturb the calm sound of the dropping rain is just like the flashback of the past, playing loud and clear in my mind, but only a for a short moment. That's why, I enjoy the sound of a thunder too. I wish that the purity of your smile, will last as long as the life, of the water in the world.

Thursday, March 10, 2011




        Life, is about taking chances, never letting anything good bypass, letting only happiness to stay, and forget about all the pain. but little did they know, that life, is nothing more but a fool's play, just like William Shakespeare said... 

        Everyone fears test, so do I. But do I have the option to deny the test? No. Why? Because it is not I who is in control of my own life. I have no choice, no options, no vision and no sights. Only walking blindly, like a walking dead, with a cold skin.

        They say that your life is your own decision, and yet they are wrong. It is not you to decide but decided, by fate. Everything that happened, every dramatic scenes, every single talents that we possess, was all already recorded down in our book of life. Every step we take, we thought it is a big step towards life. This is nothing more but mere vague in life for it is us that was destined to walk down that path, and not our decision that lead us there.

        If you disagree with my beliefs, I'd say, think about it, was it us that chose night and day? Or was it destined to be in it's place? Or let us take an easier example, no matter how far we have walked down our path, we will always end up on the same spot and coordination, and that's the only fate we share - Death...